~ Never Let Me Go~

Never Let me go, Lord.. Never let me go from your presence..

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i always thought my steps will be firm
til one day, i came across at the wrong lane...

i always hope my heart will not be deceive
in the sweetness of lies and make believe...

nightmares of yesterday keeps running after me
in the long road of emptiness making me a prey...

i dreamed of the best man to come along in my journey
til somebody did and took my heart away..

moving with the flow, sailing on the sea
great storms came across unexpectedly....

Unknowingly i was in the deep slumber of deceitfulness
a slave not of righteousness...

Never let me go from Your Mighty Hand
hold me tight, Your light is my lamp...

Never let me go from Your presence I pray
You are my deliverer, my rock & my refuge...

Never let me go from the sweetness of Your embrace
I strive to obey & follow Your Precepts....

Never let me go, Lord.. Never let me go..
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~ IF ~

This was written in account of trying to ease the pain to someone where in fact, I too have the same plea as she is.. Trying to keep her away from the loneliness and pain of losing.. "If ", a wish to make things the opposite way as it is going.! For you, Paulina !

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If I could count the stars above,
I should have told you, you're so dearly love;

If I could stop the wind from blowing,
I do not want to see you crying;

If I could just let the river never runs dry,
I would wipe out all your tears & hidden cry;

If I could have a wings to fly,
I should have told you how vast is the sky;

If I could let the sun to stop from shining,
I should have told you everything comes in perfect timing;

If I could write my own love song,
I would better choose not to get it along;

'Coz If I could let my heart to stop from beating,
I would rather said " Enough was the pain of losing ".
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~In _Your_ Hands~

When my life has been a roller coaster of ups and downs, i kept asking Him to fully restored what was lost in me... Yesterday's sorrows to be remember no more..!.. This was my heart's crying for..

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In the middle of the night
A story made me out of sight;
i could not stare the beauty seems fading
lying in bed, deeply breathing.


Rain outpouring so loud
i could not heard me screamed;
frighten and was scared
my soul deeply wounded.


In Your Hands I long to be secured
my heart's fainting, wanting to be healed;
set me free from the nightmares of yesterday
live in me I sincerely pray.


The beauty of His face
in the sweetness of His embrace;
how could i ever forget
His unfailing love i was beset.


Holding me tightly in the palm of His hand
when no one seemed to understand;
troubled soul there's nowhere to run
looking upward to a brighter shining sun.
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~If_You_Only_Knew~

A story remains unspoken deep within my heart.... Just a feeling i simply cannot ignore.

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I should have told you
something deep within my soul;
haunting my heart so true
unspoken feelings remain unveil.


Seeing you happy makes me glad
when I look back, my heart bleeds;
scars and wounds were now healed
when your eyes seemed telling me you cared.


I am drowning for your touch
embrace me with love as such;
time running out of clock
the road of emptiness may unlock.


If you only knew what's deep within
my heart's beating for one big dream;
to hear you say that i truly mean a lot
to let you say that you love me much.


What I felt I simply cannot ignore
when you seem evading out of my door;
If you only knew, the story remain untold
I'd rather said, "With you, i wanna grow old".

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