~ IF ~

This was written in account of trying to ease the pain to someone where in fact, I too have the same plea as she is.. Trying to keep her away from the loneliness and pain of losing.. "If ", a wish to make things the opposite way as it is going.! For you, Paulina !

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If I could count the stars above,
I should have told you, you're so dearly love;

If I could stop the wind from blowing,
I do not want to see you crying;

If I could just let the river never runs dry,
I would wipe out all your tears & hidden cry;

If I could have a wings to fly,
I should have told you how vast is the sky;

If I could let the sun to stop from shining,
I should have told you everything comes in perfect timing;

If I could write my own love song,
I would better choose not to get it along;

'Coz If I could let my heart to stop from beating,
I would rather said " Enough was the pain of losing ".
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~In _Your_ Hands~

When my life has been a roller coaster of ups and downs, i kept asking Him to fully restored what was lost in me... Yesterday's sorrows to be remember no more..!.. This was my heart's crying for..

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In the middle of the night
A story made me out of sight;
i could not stare the beauty seems fading
lying in bed, deeply breathing.


Rain outpouring so loud
i could not heard me screamed;
frighten and was scared
my soul deeply wounded.


In Your Hands I long to be secured
my heart's fainting, wanting to be healed;
set me free from the nightmares of yesterday
live in me I sincerely pray.


The beauty of His face
in the sweetness of His embrace;
how could i ever forget
His unfailing love i was beset.


Holding me tightly in the palm of His hand
when no one seemed to understand;
troubled soul there's nowhere to run
looking upward to a brighter shining sun.
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~If_You_Only_Knew~

A story remains unspoken deep within my heart.... Just a feeling i simply cannot ignore.

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I should have told you
something deep within my soul;
haunting my heart so true
unspoken feelings remain unveil.


Seeing you happy makes me glad
when I look back, my heart bleeds;
scars and wounds were now healed
when your eyes seemed telling me you cared.


I am drowning for your touch
embrace me with love as such;
time running out of clock
the road of emptiness may unlock.


If you only knew what's deep within
my heart's beating for one big dream;
to hear you say that i truly mean a lot
to let you say that you love me much.


What I felt I simply cannot ignore
when you seem evading out of my door;
If you only knew, the story remain untold
I'd rather said, "With you, i wanna grow old".

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